.Wednesday, February 07, 2007 ' 7:05 PM Y
okay i have no idea why im arguing with chai over this.
ON MY BLOG SOMEMORE.
but aiyah i just feel like saying...
we wear different mask towards different people (okay i noe wad i said din sound so refined. i koped it from chai). perhaps some people does but for me, im not sure i even noe WHO exactly is the real me. yes i portray different sides to different people, i can even portray a different side on my blog. HELLO people who noe me noes that i dun normally talk this kind of cheem stuff in real life lah.
so how do you even noe me? when i dun even noe myself.
ITS A MASK. i can fairly well been hiding the truest side of me, or even waiting for the truer side to surface.
haha chai. if you are that good a judge of character, tell me then. what kind of person am i?
as for mr lee, i can say for sure he is a motivationer, a inspiration, but i cant judge if he is a good judge of character or not (since i cant even judge my own).
OKAY WAIT. MY BLOG IS STARTING TO SOUND LIKE CHAI'S.
as for reading outside materials, i dunnoe how to say this but im alr having trouble grasping simple simple basic physics, chem wadeva. im not smart. in fact i got into nj because i mug. and mugging in sec school = memorising stuff. i saw how weak my foundation was through our dear MR NICK CHAN (haha im amazed).
different poeple have different learning capacities. i dun think its necessary to equate wad chai can do to what i can do. i work at my own pace and you work at yours (: and you can tutor me sometimes haha. so i'll continue with my slow and steady pace and do things the way that interest me!
i bet chai has alr finish studying our entire year 2 syllabus but im at my own slow pace of mugging organic chem and the fields.
SO CIAO!
