.Tuesday, February 06, 2007 ' 9:31 PM Y
im hypocritical.
i show different sides of myself to different types of ppl.
to the wuliaos, im siao and hyper but silent at times.
to interact, im siao and hyper and NEVER FAILS to talk crap.
to new friends, im withdrawn and not really the enthu type.
to my family, im sarcastic like almost always. ( <- okay that sounds bi,mbo!)
i think its one way of surviving in society bahh.
if you are withdrawn to everyone, its hard to get friends whom you actually have fun with.
if you are hyper everytime, you need a place to be silent at times.
in wuliaos, i find fun.
in interact, i have a title to live up to.
at home, i am myself (perhaps?)
i dun think anyone can understand their own characters fully, what more friends, relatives?
how do we actually judge a person's character?
IM REFELCTING LAH.
hahaha. during civics today we discover the fact that mr lee reads our blogs -.- -.-
ANW. im getting philosophical again AH. hahaha.
ANW mr lee talked about jinghao's furious reading of physics and stuff today.
okay lah personally i think all of us are no longer amazed by his thirst for physics knowledge after one year of being surrounded by chai and his lovely theories.
oh and his passion for DOTA haha!
which make me realise that we all have passion for different things!
and this is wad makes us different from one another. if all of us were to mug physics like jh does -shudders with the thought-
but i dun think my passion for psyhcology will drive me to read up more about it. because if i have spare time to read about this, i would rather spend it on working on the current subs im studying! hello if i cant even do well in my studies now, think about psychology for wad i ask you.
oh btw, i realise i really cant grow up lah.
no matter how i try to be more mature, theres always a kiddy side of me (:
i believe that humans are born to love NOT TO HATE.
if everyone has this thought...
why think so much?
why so much trouble?
why create even more unhappiness?
we are born to love, to enjoy and to be happy!
OH TIAN. im getting v lorh sor.
LIKE AUNTY!
